Quick Fix

I’ll be out for the whole month…an emergency visit to India.

Hopefully, I’ll get time to come back and update this blog in between but i doubt it.

I need to get to the airport in 30 mins (and for the first time in my life i wouldn’t be taking my psp with me…)

Its amazing how i seem to have grown overnight. I now carry the responsibility of 2 adults and 3 elders. And I find myself quite capable at this juncture. The key is to forget your one worries so you can enforce all your strength to sort the matter in hand.

My only regret? Possibility of not meeting a few before they set out for their universities. But then… one needs to be able to give up a lot along the road.

Hopefully I’ll be back by the end of this month….

A link with the past

October 24, 2005

Too Excited to sleep…

Well atleast not for me!!! Cause my Parents Are Coming Back From India Tomorrow… I mean Today… as its already 12 !!!

I missed school today as well…. wasn’t feeling well at alllllll !!!! Otherwise I would have been more than willing to come… I hate staying at home now that my parents are not here….

That reminds me… MY PARENTS ARE CUMING BAK !!!

                                               

 

Though they have been gone for only for 5 days… its the longest ive been away frm them…

                                                    

I had embarrassed myself so badly on WEDNESDAY… I just could not help crying… I mean im generally the ’smily girl’ in class… and thn suddenly i start crying all over… how pathetic is that?

                                                   

And that too most of the class didn’t know my reason for crying… and since i wasn’t in the condition to answer (inform) them… i just told them its nothing… which maid evrybody think tht i was really weird…

I do appreciate ILLIKA’S attempts to convince evry1 tht i was crying only cause i hdn’t slept the other night and tht i hd fever (both was true) which unfortunately wasn’t the reason!!!

        

Thanks to you ILLIKA, and also SAMPADA… u’ve been a gr8 comfort… both in different ways!!! LOLZ

 

I was so worried that I couldn’t concentrate in anything….

 not in studies…. atleast….

 

I was physically ill as well… i was freezing in class! 

 i never remember having taken pills on my (without any1 forcing it down my throat) before this!

 

I couldn’t paint. imagine that !!! 

 

I WAS SO VERY WORRIED ABOUT MY AUNT… I MEAN SHE HAS BEEN ALWAYS THERE (AS LONG AS I CAN REMEMBER) IN MY LIFE… SHE HAS SEEN ME GROW UP...

Now atleast she has recovered and I can thank Only 1 Person for that…. I wish I could continue about what zexactly happened and stuff…. but that would dampen my mood… so i’ll do that some other time…

 

OK thats enough!!!

                 

 

                                            

 

 

 

Moments Of Bliss

An escape from all that’s around me…in me…with me…pure bliss…that’s what it really is… and these few hours come back later on as i get on with life…that’s how i would like to spend my life…floating in this unreal reality… carrying no burdens…having no care of what others might think…just be myself…and not fear being detested…