I find myself alone…
Sitting here in a lit up room
You’d think my laughs are in full bloom
But can anyone see the sadness in my eyes?
Can anyone see through this clever disguise?
I find my soul in a dark niche
Hiding herself or does she beseech?
A voiceless cry that no one hears
A hopeless dream that she still bears.
I sit here now not knowing why
I sit here still hoping its all a lie
I cant go on not knowing who i am
I am afraid to look for answers, knowing they’d damn
Once I thought I was living a dream
But I clinged too hard or so it seemed
Or maybe I could not live upto what was expected
Maybe I was not meant for such bliss
And so here we are…
My impersonator and me
Awaiting a lonely corner
To let my soul free
And it is then that I find my true self
Burried within my ownself
A faceless being
Unknown to the world…
No longer will she try to disillusion others
No longer will she give in to false hopes
At the end of it all she knows -
She is but alone…
shut up dumbo..and lift your chin
give wings to what hurts deep within
nightmares and dreams are parts of sleep
give it all to ..no pain must you keep
shut up dumbo.. and paint something new
open your eyes to the more colorful hues
green grass..white clouds..and so much more
and where is the sketch, i was to adore..
shut up dumbo..and smite the chord
punish me not for the time we did not accord
physics tells us ..friction is a good..
come to my arms.. the place where you should..
shut up dumbo.. and script the new verse
make moments of agony,ephemeral and terse
for here are the senses that long to see it all
come back.. now.. answer my call
[...] know Tamil but then it’s good that you are lucky enough not to read my bumped off version. You can check here for the original verse and i think it will very much impress you. BTW I don’t know for sure whether SHE is an artist [...]
(- dOLbYaRun -) » HIM & HER Part-I said this on April 21, 2008 at 8:30 pm
ok now i know tht u r a poetess, artist, and most of all u r ARUNDHATI and not arunthathi
so wht r d other faces u hav… i mean not the masked versions but the other real versions of u! btw next part of HIM & HER will be tamil version of “SHE CAME BACK” from Shashi’s post… it’s quiet true that in terms of emotions almost everyone go through the same at one point or the other… personally i am not that bad in expressing with words when it comes to “Tamil” but i feel it’s a gift/talent to express the same in a language quiet understandable by all.. in that sense you and shashi are endowed with that talent… i jus wish i can load something like “shakespeare” program as they do in “Matrix” for learning “jujitsu” so that i can verse down my comment to 
btw do let me know if u hire someone and understood wht i hav scribbled… well i have told wht u people have said.. but still its different
stop being so depressed. O_O go and read my emails..should cheer you up a bit.
yo te abrazo ^_^
me me!