PEEK-A-BOO
Its been awhile…havent been able to let my words flow out like it did before…have lost the spontaneity…there are times when one is too overwhelmed with feelings…and there are others when one is not sure that they can feel at all..
Which side am i inclined towards right now? Ironically…both…at intervals…and that is so exausting that i think at times that im going mad…
Anyway..what I really wanted to say was…I am still here…
Perhaps buried in my quilt…perhaps scribbling away random nothingness into my spineless, speechless diary…perhaps getting my hands messy with charcoal…perhaps gazing up at my star-scattered ceiling…or perhaps oggling at the moon on nights when the sky is clear…perhaps smiling to myself as i travel back down memory’s corridors…perhaps dreaming…fantasizing…of things that could be/could have been…
Or
Perhaps im toppling off chairs…walking into walls…crash landing on the handle of sofas ( ;) )…being run over by shopping trolleys…slipping down stairs…getting stranded in the middle of a stampede of tiny tots…getting my hair tangled with the charger of my psp…hitting the roof of a hot oven inorder to take out my burning brownies…perhaps accidently sitting on sharpened pencils 
Whatever it is…I AM here…
thats more than a peek a boo.. that is an epitome of what you are kiddo..
lolz *PEEK-A-BOO* aww cute..dat reminds me of ma school days..me bin lazy ass..wen it comes to wake up early in d morng..for school..mom wakin me up n me under d quilt..waitg 4her to go away for a short sleep ..till she starts yelling ur getg late 4school..lolz